Love/Hate Relationship

So over the past few months we have been waiting... waiting... waiting... the any moment feeling is now gone and we are just waiting. But I have come to have this love/hate relationship with my phone.
I am obsessed with screening every call.. I can not miss if its ringing. Text messages sometimes get ignored, but if its ringing... man I can not handle not to look! What if its the Social Worker calling... what if its Corporate Head Quarters calling because our Social Worker is out... What if? What if?
So now, I can not relax. I am watching you constantly and your not ringing from the right number... which makes me hate you. But I am sure when the right number is calling... I will love you!