We really had a wonderful Christmas... but I could not get past this feeling like I was missing one of my babies... All day it just felt like something was missing and I could not come out of the funk. I had a few moments of tears while I thought of Grace and how far away she is. I thought she would be here by now....? God's amazing timing is everything and I am thankful for that, I am working on being patient with the timing.
So anyway, there it is... me missing Grace again and we haven't met yet. Praying that she was safe this weekend while we all comfortably sat in our jammies and opened gifts...praying that God will use our family in a mighty way to change lives. That we would stop being so comfortable and start being used.
Thank you Lord for what you have given my sweet family and the blessings of our life, please radically use us to change lives around us. You know I want to.... we are waiting for your calling. Protect my sweet Grace.... please Lord, make this part of the process faster... I can't take it anymore. Help me trust YOU! - Amen
